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I want my best friends to read this.
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hi, i´m Isabela, aka Alternate Reality 56 ( my nickname has several interpretations and meanings, represent my escape from reality, my nickname represent that I am trying to face my pessimism, anxiety and fears about social interactions) my fave song represents my fear of social interactions( I easily become sad only when I'm thinking about my fears.´´) today I've been thinking about my thoughts, I always try to believe that my fears are not real ( but, my fears are real, this is a way that I try to escape reality, I'd rather use harmless methods to escape reality, these harmless methods are me trying to ignore the existence of my fears, I can not ignore the existence of my fears forever, I feel that I need to face my fears!, I am still afraid to speak of my emotions due to my anxiety and I am afraid of being misunderstood because of my anxiety about social interactions, I always avoided those phrases ´´ hi love you, my friend´´ ´´ how was your day?´´ ´´ What do you think about this day?´´ ´´ You look cute in this photo./You look beautiful in this photo.´´ ´´ I had a nightmare that you're blocking me because of the fact that you were misunderstanding me/ I had a nightmare that you're leaving me our friendship because of the fact that you misunderstood me´´ ´´ What do you think of United States Independence Day?´´ ´´ hi, sugar-friends!´´ ´´ Is this a sarcasm?´´ ´´ I was reading about news about your country, are you still alive?´´ ´´ you make me think of my father sometimes because of your optimism´´ ´´ wow, I did not expect that you would have that reaction? I was believing that you were going to judge me at any time.´´ ´´ I know that my fear of social interaction is weird, but I'm trying to face my fear´´ ´´ I do not speak Spanish, please avoid believing that stereotype about Brazilians.´´ ´´if you want you can ask any questions about me... but please avoid asking embarrassing questions about me´´ ´´ I feel like I'm feeling confident in you at times, I'm not anxious´´ ´´ Grace to God, you did not judge me.´´ ´´ I always check to make sure that you're not trying to block me, I still afraid of you breaking my trust in the future, can I trust you?´´ ´´ this week I feel so calm, I'm not thinking about my anxiety´´ I avoid speaking these phrases because of my anxiety Do not worry, I promise that I will try to face my fear. I promise that I will feel more confidence in my best friends and family.
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WHAT IF
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- If A Fairy Would Turn Me Into A Boy
Or It Was Going To Be A Nightmare For Me, I´m A Girl
´´ - What If Futurama Were Rated NC-17
Or I Was Going To Be Traumatized Because Of This
´´ - What If Happy Tree Friend Were Rated G?
.´´ - What If Bender And Leela Were An Official Couple?
´´ - What If My House Were Made Of Chocolate ´´ I Would Like It
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a new special rule about requests
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- hey sir/Mrs, I'm not a machine, avoid being impatient with me,, try to be patient, I am human too
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good news about my dogs
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this month my dog stopped trying to hurt alek, I believe my dog Duque has stopped feeling jealous, they are becoming friends, it means that my dog duque is no longer a threat to alek, my dogs are becoming friends
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one of the best episodes of monica gang
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